Just this once I long and crave
One last time I kneel to pray
Let me revive today
Let me re-live this day!
Just this once I long and crave
One last time I kneel to pray
Let me revive today
Let me re-live this day!
When you are surrounded by sorrow,
When you have never faced a greater pain,
When you know not this sinking sensation;
Cry- let the tears flow like floods!
When there is nothing but misery,
When everything falls apart,
When things could not have been any worse;
Cry- like there is no tomorrow!
Beat your fists on the walls,
Shout at the top of your voice,
Grit your teeth and curse like never before,
Cry, like it’s your last resort,
Just cry- until you smile!
A spring in your walk
A shrill in your laugh
A smirk on your face
A shine in your eye
The hotness in your blood
The coldness in your heart
The crunch of your teeth
The crack of your fist
Warmth in your hands
Peace in your presence
Splendor in your aura
Serenity in your sleep
The fear in your stance
The anxiety in your look
The shiver in your spine
The despair in your life
Knowing too well, it'd not reach the end of sky.
But still, it kept flapping its wings, cropping higher,
Until its lungs burned like fire.
And then, it stopped all its movements,
Closed its eyes, rejoicing the cherished moments.
No more sorrow, no more desire,
No more grief and there’s nothing else to aspire.
1. What’s happened to the warmness of my closed ones?
I get a chilling, cold feeling, as if am thrown into dark dungeons.
2. Is there a sadness, calmly growing inside me?
Suffocating, under my own skin, yearning to be free.
3. Why is there a depressing alarm ringing in my heart?
Wanting to paint myself with my own blood, a fine work of art!
4. Is there a lonely dark person inside, wanting to suck my happiness?
Leaving me dry, withered and shouting for Solace.....